I want to begin my educational
autobiography back when I started first grade, this is when school became very
different for me. I really don’t remember much about kindergarten, but I know
that school was not easy. I remember always being frustrated that learning did
not come as easy for me compared to my classmates. During the first grade I was
diagnosed with Neurofibromatosis (NF), (type 1), it is a genetic neurological
disorder that can, “…affect many parts of the body, including the brain, spinal
cord, nerves, skin, and other body systems.” (Kids Health). “Children with NF1 may have poor language and visual-spatial
skills, and perform less well on academic achievement tests, including those
that measure reading, spelling, and math skills.” (Neurofibromatosis
fact sheet). After I was diagnosed with NF I learned to find school a place of
stress, test, and not feeling accepted. All throughout elementary school, junior
high, and High school l never came easy to me, what would take my classmates
minutes to learn, it would take me days to understand. My parents were always
my biggest supports; they would stay up into the wee hours of the night, going
over homework, papers, and projects with me. During my school time I had many
different tutors (whether it was one-on-one, or through a company) and, it
still did not make school better.
Even though school did not come easy to me, I had a few
teachers who made a big impact on me. What was great about them was that they kept
me engaged during their class. They found creative ways that got the whole
class involved and excited about learning. I found that the best way for
me to learn was by hearing the assignment, then the teacher giving me a visual
demonstration. I found that when teachers just got up in front of the class and
lectured I would find my mind wandering, and losing interest in what I was
being taught. I knew that I wanted to be a teacher because I knew that as a
student who struggled, I could pass on my tips and tricks, that I picked up and
pass them along to my students. Also showing them that their teacher had
trouble in school, but with a lot of work and sticking with it, I was still
able to reach my goal of being a teacher.
I knew I wanted to
be a teacher after spending time in different classrooms. This had been one of
the best ways for me to gain experience as to what teachers are required to do.
Being able to get ‘hands on’ experience working with children, and observing
many different teachers in action has been wonderful. During my undergrad I was
able to be with a classroom of kindergartens. I came in every Friday for about
full school year, I worked with the same children and it was rewarding to be
able to watch and see the students grow and develop over the past seven months.
There was one student who I was able to work one-on-one with who I was able to
see improve. He came in behind the rest of his classmates, and with many
different learning disabilities. They would have to write a letter to the start
of the week saying what they liked about that person. In the beginning the
teacher or I would have to write what he wanted to say in highlighter and then
he would try his best to trace those letters. It would be difficult to read
what he wrote. He would need encouragement at time to keep going, but he always
finished his work. Then before he was
pulled out of school, the last letter wrote he did all by himself, no tracing
needed, and the best part of it was he asked he could write more than the three
sentences they were required to write. This moment is why I wanted to become a
teacher, to see students who struggle and help them find the confidence in
themselves and have the “light bulb” moment. Seeing that they can succeed it
might just take a little more work and effort but if they put their minds to
it, they can do anything.
My
desire to be to a teacher began with my experiences working with children at
two summer camps over the last eight years. I started this journey by working
at “Camp Coyote” a week-long event organized by Camp Fire USA at Blyth Park in
Bothell, Washington. I have spent the last four years working from June to
August at another Camp Fire camp, “Camp Sealth” on Vashon Island. Working there
has given me the opportunity to work with children of all ages. I have learned
how to engage, discipline and work with student from all backgrounds. At camp I
was able to teach children marine biology, arts & crafts, nature/outdoor
living skills, and more. While I was at camp I was able to take what I learned
and applied to when I went into the schools. Working camp I have been thrown
into almost every station I can think of. Here again working with children who come in
at the beginning of the week and are shy, don’t talk much, and want to go home.
To the end of the week where they are rolling on the floor making weird animal
sounds. Knowing that I made an impact (whether it was big or small) on that
child’s life, is such a wonderful reward. I know that I help give them
confidence, so they were able to be comfortable in their own skin, gives me
chills. I hope that they take this confidence, and take that confidence back
with them when they go to school. As someone who struggled with learning and
self-confidence I want to be able to reach all my students, especially who are
the quite kids who get over looked, or mislabel. I want to give them my tips
and tricks and the confidence that will help them succeed in the classroom and
where ever life my take them.
Neurofibromatosis Fact Sheet- http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/neurofibromatosis/detail_neurofibromatosis.htm
It's nice to read differing experiences throughout our school experiences and to know that we all ended up in the same place, wanting to become teachers. I was on the opposite spectrum from your experience. School was incredibly easy for me as a child, and I took it for granted. None the less, your experiences will provide your future students with understanding and support and I think that's a good quality in a teacher.
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